I went to see an energy healer today.
yoga friends: yes! she was amazing!
academic friends: 1) shut up. 2) see above.
first--how do i feel right now?
like I'm happy. like I am living my truth. like I'm totally connected. like I AM love. and kinda like she spiked my water with some MDMA.
I also feel a little nauseous. because I haven't been living this way every day? because I was giving up some of my power? because this is a shift? I'm not sure.
but I'm gonna get out of my head a little here. bc we all know that's what I really need.
kitty's writing about why it's hard to speak our own truth. I'll leave her to the intellectualisms today.
I'm gonna tell you how it feels to be fully aligned; in your power; always speaking your truth:
you don't have to TRY to be things. you get to just BE these things. I get to be happy. I get to feel loved: by myself and my friends. I get to feel relaxed. I get to feel at peace with myself and the world around me.
my mantras to keep me here:
I honor my needs at all times.
I'm ok being alone now that I love and nurture myself.
I feel safe expressing my truth now that I'm detached from the outcome.
my normal operating system has been upgraded to love: I feel it; I don't think it.
fear is now a guest that comes to visit me and bring messages from my soul.
big big big hearts